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Angelgrl7383: Mike just called me.  He's worried about Tracy and I'm worried now too.
Angelgrl7383: Has she told you if Jer has treated her bad?
Evil Glam Kitty: what happemd
Evil Glam Kitty: yeha
Evil Glam Kitty: been kinda ignoring her
Evil Glam Kitty: but what happend
Angelgrl7383: She called Mike up saying something about killing herself, Jer, and some one else.  She could be upset about him and maybe about him dating one of my friends.
Evil Glam Kitty: what???
Evil Glam Kitty: jer is dating one of ur firneds
Angelgrl7383: No no no...lol  Tracy could be upset about Jer, and Mike is dating one of my friends.
Evil Glam Kitty: oooop[
Evil Glam Kitty: wow
Angelgrl7383: Yeah but I've tried getting a hold of her but her her phone is off.
Angelgrl7383: Mike has been suspecting that these supposed hickey marks are finger marks that are on her neck and there is one mark on her upper arm.  Though I've only seen the marks on her neck, they looked like hickeys to me.
Evil Glam Kitty: omg
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Evil Glam Kitty: yeah
Angelgrl7383: Did you see any marks on Tracy when you saw her?
Evil Glam Kitty: ye4ah
Evil Glam Kitty: her neck
Evil Glam Kitty: but she said they were hickys
Angelgrl7383: Did it look like hickys to you?  To me they do but when I asked about it to her, she said they were and got defensive about it.
Evil Glam Kitty: yea]
Angelgrl7383: I'm definitely going to try to get her again though.
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Angelgrl7383: But later, I tried her like 10 minutes ago and her phone was off.
Evil Glam Kitty: yea
Evil Glam Kitty: i hope everything is ok
Angelgrl7383: I hope so too....
Angelgrl7383: I think this could be about Mike dating my friend Amanda too.  To be honest.  I don't like it that they are dating b/c she's bossy and obsessed w/ him but I'll let them be happy.
Angelgrl7383: But some of it could be Jer.
Evil Glam Kitty: omg
Evil Glam Kitty: shes that much in love with mike??
Angelgrl7383: Yep, I saw the message that he wrote in her yearbook and he said love, Mike and I think she loves him b/c he doesn't like it when Mike and Tracy hang out together.
Evil Glam Kitty: yeah
Evil Glam Kitty: is she pretty
Angelgrl7383: Sort of.
Evil Glam Kitty: k
Evil Glam Kitty: i bet tracy is better
Angelgrl7383: She's a little chubby but her hair is nice too.
Evil Glam Kitty: yea
Angelgrl7383: Tracy is better looking than she is.  Amanda's hygiene is not the best too. lol
Evil Glam Kitty: lol
Evil Glam Kitty: hehe
Angelgrl7383: hehe
Angelgrl7383: I actually have a picture of her b/c she went to ball w/ Mike.
Evil Glam Kitty: ok lemme see
Angelgrl7383: Ok, I'll go get it.
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Angelgrl7383 wants to send file Ballpics005.jpg: C:\Documents and Settings\alyssa rosen\My Documents\Ballpics005.jpg
Evil Glam Kitty received C:\My Documents\download\EvilglamKitty\Ballpics005.jpg but it doesn't agree with original.
Angelgrl7383: Did it come alright?
Evil Glam Kitty: HOLDO N
Angelgrl7383: ok
Evil Glam Kitty: shes ugly!
Angelgrl7383: She is!
Angelgrl7383: Her hair is not bad though.  I don't know what Mike sees in her.  The number 1 reason why they are dating is they have a lot in common but that is an important thing in dating someone.
Evil Glam Kitty: yeah
Angelgrl7383 signed off at 1:16:28 AM.

 
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:00:02 PM): are you spril
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:00:38 PM): april
vanillastar101 (3:00:06 PM): yes
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:00:52 PM): what did you do to take josh away from me ?
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:01:04 PM): he left me for you
vanillastar101 (3:00:34 PM): ok, listen, first of all we are not together
vanillastar101 (3:00:47 PM): and when he told me last nite he dumped you
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:01:26 PM): yeah
vanillastar101 (3:00:53 PM): i was suprised
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:01:29 PM): he didnt even care
vanillastar101 (3:00:59 PM): no he does
vanillastar101 (3:01:02 PM): he cares
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:01:38 PM): talk to him tell him to take me back
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:01:52 PM): he doesnt know how much i need him
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:01:59 PM): i love him sooo much and he leaves me
vanillastar101 (3:01:25 PM): but he told me how the relationship was, me nad my ex where in the same exact thing
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:02:07 PM): no
vanillastar101 (3:01:35 PM): ok i was in your shoes
vanillastar101 (3:01:38 PM): trust
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:02:17 PM): i trust josh
vanillastar101 (3:01:44 PM): i know iwas tramatized for days
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:02:25 PM): i need josh though
vanillastar101 (3:01:51 PM): i trusted him to
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:02:28 PM): he just left me
vanillastar101 (3:01:54 PM): i needed to
vanillastar101 (3:01:57 PM): my ex
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:02:36 PM): he doesnt love me anymore
vanillastar101 (3:02:07 PM): kicked me out of the apartmetn wiht nowhere to go
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:02:43 PM): why did he do this to me
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:02:53 PM): he didnt leave me b/c he wanted time
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:02:57 PM): he left me b/c he loves you
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:03:03 PM): he told me so himself
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:03:08 PM): i feel like dying
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:03:26 PM): all my life i looked for someone like him
vanillastar101 (3:03:00 PM): he stil lwants to be freinds.
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:03:35 PM): he said the same thing to me and then he leaves me
vanillastar101 (3:03:07 PM): u are young though
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:03:41 PM): i want to be more than friends
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:03:45 PM): he porposed to me
vanillastar101 (3:03:14 PM): i know
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:03:51 PM): i know but i neeed him
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:03:58 PM): he told me that he loved me
vanillastar101 (3:03:33 PM): i waskesd him why u did this to you this si what he said
vanillastar101 (3:03:36 PM): death_angel12043: bc im tired of her not trusting me and im tired of her snoopying she knows
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:04:27 PM): alls he has to say is hunny stop
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:04:32 PM): i trust him
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:04:44 PM): that's why i'm not accepting the fact that he loves another girl
vanillastar101 (3:04:22 PM): well he cant be in love wiht me
vanillastar101 (3:04:26 PM): coz he jsut met me
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:05:07 PM): he told me he loved you
vanillastar101 (3:04:53 PM): he loves me as a freind i thought
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:05:33 PM): no he dont
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:05:39 PM): he loves you as a girlfriend
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:05:50 PM): why do you think he wants to move in with you soo badly
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:06:07 PM): he moved all the way from ohio to be with me and now he's l;eaving me
vanillastar101 (3:05:36 PM): well i was looking for an apartment
vanillastar101 (3:05:41 PM): and he was looking fora roomamte
vanillastar101 (3:05:44 PM): it jsut worked
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:06:42 PM): i told him i could live with him and he said no i want april to live with me
vanillastar101 (3:06:31 PM): o really?
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:07:11 PM): yeah
vanillastar101 (3:06:39 PM): he told me taht u didnt want me to live wiht him
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:07:30 PM): i dont but i was willing to if he stayed with me
vanillastar101 (3:07:21 PM): yeah i would do the same thing i would beg and plead
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:08:00 PM): i did
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:08:09 PM): i was crying my eyes out and he did nothing
vanillastar101 (3:07:41 PM): i even told my exi would do a 3some for him jsut so we sttay together
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:08:23 PM): i told him the same thing
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:08:30 PM): do you like josh
vanillastar101 (3:07:57 PM): but atleast josh wasnt mean
vanillastar101 (3:08:04 PM): i dont even know what he looks like
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:08:39 PM): he was mean to me sometimes
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:08:44 PM): i'll show you
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:08:47 PM): i have a puic
vanillastar101 (3:08:13 PM): sometimes
vanillastar101 (3:08:13 PM): ok
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:08:49 PM): pic*
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:09:08 PM): josh is the one in the yellow
vanillastar101 (3:08:38 PM): ok
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:09:21 PM): please tell him that you dont like him so that he goes back with me i need him
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:09:29 PM): he's the only one who saw me for me
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:09:41 PM): he's the only one who didnt care what i looked like
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:09:56 PM): i need josh back
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:10:08 PM): i cant loose him to some other girl
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:10:17 PM): i cant
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:10:42 PM): he knows that he wont find anyone as good as me if he looks for someone else
vanillastar101 (3:10:25 PM): ok, ok
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:11:01 PM): i have that much confiednce in myself to believe that
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:11:13 PM): you seem like a nice person
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:11:21 PM): i have nothign against you i swear
vanillastar101 (3:10:54 PM): ok
vanillastar101 (3:10:56 PM): i know
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:11:41 PM): just get him back with me please i'll do anything for y ou
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:11:54 PM): i'll pay you i'll do anything i promise just get me back with him please
vanillastar101 (3:11:33 PM): ok im trying
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:12:17 PM): thank you sooo much i owe you big time
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:12:26 PM): what do you want ?
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:12:31 PM): i'll get it for you
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:12:33 PM): anything
ilovejoshlegg_4ever (3:12:42 PM): i'll buy your own apartment for you
vanillastar101:Ok hes gonna do it
ilovejoshlegg_4ever:thank you sooo much
vanillastar101:i play cupid again!
ilovejoshlegg_4ever:i owe you sooo much, i will do anything
vanillastar101:no its just i have been in the same sitution as you, so i know how you feel
vanillastar101:<--------very happy for you two!
ilovejoshlegg:you made me the happiest person in the world
vanillastar101:OK if anything happens call me 522-****
ilovejoshlegg_4ever:k, is is this area code
vanillastar101:yes
Vanillastar101:i g2g my job here is done:)
ilovejoshlegg_4ever:ok thank you soo much
vanillastar101:ok bye!

aurorathump: Hello
aurorathump: whats you doing ?
vanillastar101: hi whats up
Yahoo! Messenger: aurorathump has logged out. (6/3/03 5:59 PM)
vanillastar101: long time no chat sweety!
aurorathump: hmm
aurorathump: nothin much is up with me
aurorathump: long time no chat sweety ????????
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: im jsut being nice
aurorathump: hmm,
aurorathump: really
vanillastar101: why am i cursed
vanillastar101: for being nice
aurorathump: so what you been doing ?
vanillastar101: tring to plan this weekend
aurorathump: so who pissed you off
vanillastar101: no one
aurorathump: your saying next to your name
vanillastar101: ooooo
vanillastar101: ,lol
vanillastar101: it was a joke
aurorathump: O ok
aurorathump: so you find someone else to take with you friday ?
vanillastar101: i thougt u were coming
aurorathump: I told you i couldn't make it on friday
aurorathump: going to be to late for me
vanillastar101: i thought u were still comeing up at least
aurorathump: umm,, like when then ?
vanillastar101: i tjhought u were still coming up this wekeend
aurorathump: well your going to be gone on friday right
vanillastar101: no
aurorathump: hmm
vanillastar101: ill stay if u come
aurorathump: I thought your still going
vanillastar101: no
vanillastar101: not if u are not
vanillastar101: coz i have no way o f going
aurorathump: I figured that you would have gotten ahold of your friend to go with you
vanillastar101: nooo
vanillastar101: who the hell is going to go
aurorathump: what about your guy friend
vanillastar101: what guy freind
vanillastar101: i barly talk to any of them
aurorathump: the guy from Albany
vanillastar101: greg
vanillastar101: or franc
vanillastar101: franc
vanillastar101: is working
aurorathump: no greg I think
vanillastar101: and greg is busy
aurorathump: O he is busy
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: saturday i was wondinering if u wanted to go to the prom wiht me
aurorathump: what the prom ?
aurorathump: why are you going to it ?
vanillastar101: Greenville prom
vanillastar101: to see audj
vanillastar101: and all my freinds
vanillastar101: i was tryin to go to the crowning
vanillastar101: she wnats to see u
aurorathump: I see
aurorathump: O why does she want to see me
vanillastar101: she liked u lol
aurorathump: O she does
aurorathump: and you told her that you and I were still hangin here and there ?
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: coz its TRUE
aurorathump: what part is true ?
vanillastar101: hanging out
aurorathump: she likes me
vanillastar101: we are
vanillastar101: as a freind
aurorathump: O ok that part
aurorathump: hehe as a friend
aurorathump: hay
aurorathump: question
vanillastar101: ok
aurorathump: she ever had sex ?
vanillastar101: no
aurorathump: not yet
vanillastar101: guess not
aurorathump: wow
aurorathump: hehe
vanillastar101: so u wanna come
vanillastar101: please
aurorathump: I might, not sure
vanillastar101: i need to know
vanillastar101: so i can tell her
aurorathump: I am not sure
aurorathump: maybe
vanillastar101: it wil lbe fun
aurorathump: hehe
aurorathump: I bet it would
aurorathump: you would be
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: i would
aurorathump: what you plan on more sex then
vanillastar101: i didnt say taht
vanillastar101: but i didnt didnt say taht
aurorathump: O so not putting out this time
vanillastar101: ooooo
vanillastar101: thats harsh
aurorathump: what you been getting it elsewhere ?
vanillastar101: no i havnt
aurorathump: that lil bit that we did sure wasnt enough
vanillastar101: im sure
vanillastar101: il ldo it if u come over
vanillastar101: if taht makes u happy
aurorathump: so I was wondering if this we would have more
vanillastar101: surei dont see why not!
aurorathump: O brive me with sex now ???????
vanillastar101: yes'
aurorathump: brive me with sex now ??????? yes ??
vanillastar101: yes
aurorathump: so it would make you happy hmm ?????
vanillastar101: yes
aurorathump: hehe you do feel good
vanillastar101: lol lol lololololololol
vanillastar101: i get it
aurorathump: well hell you must like me fucking you too ?????
vanillastar101: yeas
vanillastar101: so wil lu come over tehn
aurorathump: I might
vanillastar101: ok
aurorathump: so agian as before , just hangin out / chillen, sex, but no commitment ?
vanillastar101: yes
aurorathump: question
vanillastar101: tyes
aurorathump: why do you just do that with me ?
vanillastar101: well i dont see why not
aurorathump: you hung out with other guys, but you donlt have sex with them, why do you with me
vanillastar101: no
vanillastar101: i barly evne hango ut
aurorathump: I got to get, mom needs the phone
aurorathump: I should be back later
vanillastar101: um ok os u think u gonan come over
aurorathump: I might , not sure bye for now
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: bye

death_angel12043: see im back
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: ok now
death_angel12043: would u lie too at least do that
death_angel12043: like i can show u my place i haveright now andstuff
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: ij
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: i know it isnt much but i dont get paid till thurs mourning
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: and liek 6 is all i have and hopefully i can givethat to ohim and he wil lbe ok with takeing me too see u
death_angel12043: ok hehe
death_angel12043: did i cheer u up then
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: yes
death_angel12043: hehe koolies thats whatim here for
death_angel12043: so where do u live greenville
death_angel12043: right or where
vanillastar101: freehold
death_angel12043: freehold ok when he returns ill ask him where it is
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: im gonig too go too yahoo maps and get a map in case he dont know
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: brv
vanillastar101: brb
death_angel12043: address
vanillastar101: 42-f surprise hill rd rt 32
vanillastar101: freehold ny 12431
death_angel12043: wow it says it takes 1 hr 5 mins too getthere
vanillastar101: really???
vanillastar101: tahts not right
death_angel12043: just a moment
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: now the map says it takes 1 8 mins hehe
vanillastar101: hmmmm
death_angel12043: ok how s about i say how it goes ok
death_angel12043: it starts on main st
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: then goes too e main st
vanillastar101: im nto gonan knwo anyways
death_angel12043: then state
death_angel12043: Full Route

Destination - Interactive Map
 

Directions Miles
1. Start on MAIN ST 0.1
2. Continue on E MAIN ST 0.7
3. Continue on STATE ROUTE 7 0.0
4. Continue on E MAIN ST 0.6
5. Continue on STATE ROUTE 7 2.0
6. Turn Right on STATE ROUTE 145 7.8
7. Bear Right on MAIN ST 1.1
8. Continue on STATE ROUTE 145 10.1
9. Continue on SR 145 4.9
10. Continue on NY-145 6.9
11. Turn Left on CR-67A 0.5
12. Turn Right on ROUTE 67

death_angel12043: thats how it says too go
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: wow its bc u live away from freehold a lil
vanillastar101: yea]
death_angel12043: i just havetoo wai til lhe gets back grr
death_angel12043: it goes though middleburgh hehe
vanillastar101: lol
death_angel12043: now lets hope he says yes
vanillastar101: yea
death_angel12043: if he cant can u get a ride here and we can hang out then
vanillastar101: nope
vanillastar101: tehrs no way
vanillastar101: ican get a ride
death_angel12043: at my studio
death_angel12043: damn
vanillastar101: unless u can think of someone else
death_angel12043: u can get a ride
vanillastar101: i cant
death_angel12043: ummmmm nope not right off my head
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: i can do the guilt trip and it will work cvus i livein newyork now yayyyyyy
vanillastar101: lol
death_angel12043: wow i really hope u liek me if i can get him too say yes wow
death_angel12043: it will suck if u dontliek me
vanillastar101: i know
death_angel12043: like
death_angel12043: but i think u will
death_angel12043: u still there
vanillastar101: yes
death_angel12043: your like writeing a book there
vanillastar101: no
vanillastar101: lol
death_angel12043: it keeps saying ur typeing a messege
death_angel12043: r u still bummed out
vanillastar101: i dunno why
vanillastar101: a little
vanillastar101: m so tired
vanillastar101: though
death_angel12043: why im goingoory my hardest too getthere i just wanna ask him when hes alone
death_angel12043: oh
vanillastar101: when will u be able to do that
death_angel12043: im very very very sorry that r hangingout is jsut too drive around
vanillastar101: its ok
death_angel12043: wel lwe close at 830 if he says yes we can leave at 830
death_angel12043: well i still feal liek a scrub
vanillastar101: ur not
death_angel12043: kool ur so sweet
vanillastar101: what can i say
death_angel12043: hehe
death_angel12043: well
death_angel12043: m lady
death_angel12043: what kinda stuff u done so far as in magic
vanillastar101: i did do a love spell, but doesnt everyone
vanillastar101: kik
vanillastar101: lol
vanillastar101: ummm
vanillastar101: i did voodoo
vanillastar101: its al lbad shit i did
vanillastar101: hehe
vanillastar101: trsut me i paid for it
death_angel12043: hery love spells dont just make some3one fall in love with u silly
death_angel12043: it brings love
death_angel12043: dont do badshit anymore
death_angel12043: liek look the love spell worked
death_angel12043: u got me
death_angel12043:
death_angel12043: it brings love ur way so someone notices u
vanillastar101: it did)
death_angel12043: yup
death_angel12043: so see it did work
death_angel12043: it isnt goingtoo work right off the hand
death_angel12043: butit works
death_angel12043: dont do magic too someone
vanillastar101: i dont
death_angel12043: u will get it three folds
vanillastar101: i know truist
vanillastar101: me
death_angel12043: hehe
death_angel12043: ive done a binding spell
death_angel12043: and ivebeen too a meeting it was unbelieveable
death_angel12043: hopefully i casn getu a ride too the meeting
vanillastar101: yeah
vanillastar101: that would be cool
death_angel12043: wel u sadi u are goingtoo albany this weekend right
death_angel12043: it is
vanillastar101: if we were living togetehre
death_angel12043: u feal the power ofthe goddess no lie
vanillastar101: it would be easy
death_angel12043: yup
death_angel12043: brb ok gonig back too my comp
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: there i go
death_angel12043: now i can lis too music
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: and talk
death_angel12043: change ur nick name and he can do it
death_angel12043: his ex gf was april
vanillastar101: ok call me aprilee
vanillastar101: then
death_angel12043: ok he dont like middleburgh
death_angel12043: im trying too get him too let me go
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: he knows where too get too middleburgh
death_angel12043: and then werelost
death_angel12043: so
death_angel12043: tell him thatur not connected
death_angel12043: too middleburgh
vanillastar101: no we are not
death_angel12043: he sees middleburgh andhes like whats up with that
vanillastar101: lol
death_angel12043: ill gethimtoo
vanillastar101: OK
death_angel12043: ok
death_angel12043: wait
death_angel12043: letsd see
death_angel12043: lets say u come here too my palce
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: is there Aany ways u can stay here
death_angel12043: u know the nigh t or somethnig
vanillastar101: how would i get home
death_angel12043: he dont wanna ride around with a complete stranger hes weird
vanillastar101: oooo
death_angel12043: theres no way of me being abl too chill with ya there is there
death_angel12043: this is getting hard
vanillastar101: oooo ok
death_angel12043: but im trying so hard
death_angel12043: ur getting annoyed huh
vanillastar101: <---------sighs
death_angel12043: i know hun
death_angel12043: the thing of it is its nto his vehicle
death_angel12043: and its like 38 miles
vanillastar101: yea
death_angel12043: but im trying i will keep trying ok
death_angel12043: u better liek me 
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: like*
vanillastar101: i do
death_angel12043: u there
vanillastar101: yes;
death_angel12043: well talk
death_angel12043: telkl me how ur feasling
death_angel12043: fealing
death_angel12043: is there a way u can get half way
death_angel12043: if u say yes then its a good thing
death_angel12043: very good thing
vanillastar101: uh oh
vanillastar101: then i dont have good news
death_angel12043: ok nm
death_angel12043: let me still talk too him
death_angel12043: tell him how bummed you r
vanillastar101: yes i m am very bummed
vanillastar101: ur freind deserves a good girl
vanillastar101: not a jealus bitch
death_angel12043: he says hes not lookingat the screeen hes a lil hard too confised
death_angel12043: hes not with no one
death_angel12043: well he doesnt liek relationships
death_angel12043: no ur talknig about me
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: u
death_angel12043: well hun
vanillastar101: well what
death_angel12043: nothing yet
vanillastar101: isnt your gf suppose to be coming up
death_angel12043: still the same damn
death_angel12043: well was but didnt
death_angel12043: i guess it is done
vanillastar101: ok why
death_angel12043: shes my ex
vanillastar101: oo yeah
vanillastar101: lol
death_angel12043: im begging now
death_angel12043: wow i have never done all this for a girl to ohang out with me
death_angel12043: u r special
vanillastar101: i guess so
death_angel12043: well talk
death_angel12043: u still there
vanillastar101: yeah
vanillastar101: sorry
death_angel12043: ur not into me no more huh
death_angel12043: wellim still trying
vanillastar101: no i am
death_angel12043: i ahvetill 8 when he leaves so
vanillastar101: im jsut uploading m,usic onto my site
death_angel12043: kool
death_angel12043: is it there
vanillastar101: almos
death_angel12043: kool
vanillastar101: it takes a while
death_angel12043: im gonigthere now ok
vanillastar101: ur leaving now
vanillastar101: hello
death_angel12043: no
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: oh ur site
vanillastar101: oooo
death_angel12043: hehe
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: so happy together
death_angel12043: im trying so much
vanillastar101: i know
death_angel12043: hey if u can get a ride here
death_angel12043: can u get a ride home
death_angel12043: i mean really lot
death_angel12043: if u say ytes
death_angel12043: its good
death_angel12043: he thikns its lust
vanillastar101: no
vanillastar101: i cant
vanillastar101: unless ui can get my ex
death_angel12043: hmmm
vanillastar101: which i doubt it
vanillastar101: he would be the only one
death_angel12043: wow ur ex to odrive u home
vanillastar101: tahts jsut too wierd
vanillastar101: icant do taht
vanillastar101: he might
death_angel12043: i dont know if i feal confortable about it hehe
vanillastar101: but i dont know
vanillastar101: i dont either
death_angel12043: u think so
vanillastar101: yea
death_angel12043: u know u ex picking u up
death_angel12043: u writeing anything
vanillastar101: no
death_angel12043: wait i have a idea
death_angel12043: can ur ex give u a ride here and u can stay here
death_angel12043: no ywes mayube
vanillastar101: i dunno
vanillastar101: i wont know until after 9
death_angel12043: oh thats good
death_angel12043: no is bad yes is great masybe is reasonable
death_angel12043: that sucks
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: lol
vanillastar101: brb
death_angel12043: ok
death_angel12043:
death_angel12043: this is me'
death_angel12043: this is gonigtoo work
vanillastar101: what
vanillastar101: this is me
death_angel12043: hes calinghhis dad telling him that he is gonigto take me too middleburgh too hang out with a girl ok
death_angel12043: i think it will work
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043:
death_angel12043: ihope
death_angel12043: if it is im gonigto obe the happiest man in the world
vanillastar101: yeah
vanillastar101: do u get cell service up there
death_angel12043: yup i getit
death_angel12043: liek what is it
vanillastar101: what serviceu have
death_angel12043: cellular one i tihkn somethingliek that
death_angel12043: i was able to oget though it
vanillastar101: i ahve cingular
death_angel12043: thats it
death_angel12043: like
death_angel12043:
vanillastar101: what
death_angel12043: his dad is in a bad mood and he didnt ask bc it wouldve been no
vanillastar101: ooooooo
vanillastar101: i am sorry to hear that
death_angel12043: its ok
death_angel12043: well
death_angel12043: what do u think do u think ur ex will take u to see me
vanillastar101: i dunno
vanillastar101: he isnt too happy about driving donw here as it is
death_angel12043: well at 8 i havetoo go too the studio ok
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: but i will be abletoo call u no charge there ok
vanillastar101: why sint your ex coming up
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: i dont know
death_angel12043:
death_angel12043: im bummed now
death_angel12043: does it really matter if shes coming or not
vanillastar101: well if she comesd up u wont be alone
death_angel12043: were though so
death_angel12043: sorry
death_angel12043: jsut a lil bummed
death_angel12043: yeah but u will be
death_angel12043: im bummed bc u r alone
death_angel12043: and theres nothing i can do abotit
death_angel12043: about it *
death_angel12043: i tried so hard
vanillastar101: i know
death_angel12043: u know i get paid ontyhurs ill come up and seeu onthursday
death_angel12043: ill be supper tired bc i will noty getalot of sleep for work
vanillastar101: how u gonan ocme up
death_angel12043: but i will do that for u
vanillastar101: awww
death_angel12043: taxi if i havetoo
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: but theres no where t o go
death_angel12043: ifi had the money i would do it now
death_angel12043: u said u havea park right
death_angel12043: well u live in the woods we can walk around your woods
death_angel12043: take a walk
death_angel12043: get too se each other
vanillastar101: yeah
death_angel12043: get too know lust a lil bit ore  hehe lol
vanillastar101: ur rite
death_angel12043: more*
death_angel12043: see
vanillastar101: yeah
death_angel12043: theres a lot of stuff to do
death_angel12043: man why does ur dad have too e so weird like that
death_angel12043: cus i bet i can get him to drop me off maybe and let me hangthere
vanillastar101: i dunno
vanillastar101: hes not mean
vanillastar101: or strick
death_angel12043: thats kool
death_angel12043: what religion
vanillastar101: he just dobnst liek starngers at teh house
death_angel12043: hes catholic huh
vanillastar101: yep[
vanillastar101: we aint relgous
death_angel12043: i can understand that
death_angel12043: and i know now heh
death_angel12043: oh thats good
vanillastar101: yea
death_angel12043: well
death_angel12043: what do u think
death_angel12043: myhead hurts too much thinking hehe
vanillastar101: ok i g2g
vanillastar101: my dad needs hte phone
death_angel12043: well will u be back
death_angel12043: ok will u brb
death_angel12043: if noti ll cal u at 8 ok
death_angel12043: but im gonigto try
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: bye
death_angel12043: ok
death_angel12043: bye

Evil Glam Kitty: hi
Angelgrl7383: Hi
Angelgrl7383: How are you?
Evil Glam Kitty: im april btw
Evil Glam Kitty: lol
Evil Glam Kitty: im ok u
Angelgrl7383: Hey! lol
Angelgrl7383: I'm good. :-)  I went to the ball yesterday. :-)
Evil Glam Kitty: yeah im ok
Evil Glam Kitty: o yeah
Evil Glam Kitty: tell me everything!
Angelgrl7383: Let's see...got pictures done from 4:30-5:30, then left for the ball after that.  Then we were stuck in traffic for an hour.  I did the walk in, then we ate, did pictures and danced.
Evil Glam Kitty: sounds liek the prom i 12had last year lol
Angelgrl7383: Where was yours?
Angelgrl7383: lol
Evil Glam Kitty: last year? it was at sunny hill resort
Evil Glam Kitty: and the year b4
Evil Glam Kitty: oit was at the crown plaza
Evil Glam Kitty: omg this year its at the holiday inn
Evil Glam Kitty: where franc worksd!
Angelgrl7383: I went to a prom at the crown plaze with my ex.
Angelgrl7383: Did you ever go to the prom for the crowning?
Evil Glam Kitty: not yet
Evil Glam Kitty: this saturday
Angelgrl7383: Ohhh ok..you have fun then. :-)
Angelgrl7383: I'll brb
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Evil Glam Kitty: hey i g2g girl
Auto response from Angelgrl7383: I'll be back. :-)
Evil Glam Kitty: ill bb later!
Evil Glam Kitty: ciao ciao

Evil Glam Kitty: hi
Ruien1: who are u?
Evil Glam Kitty: april
Evil Glam Kitty: lol
Ruien1: oh hi
Evil Glam Kitty: new sn
Ruien1: cool
Evil Glam Kitty: so whats up
Ruien1: nothing
Ruien1: i am in mass
Evil Glam Kitty: u are
Evil Glam Kitty: already
Ruien1: yea
Ruien1: its weird cause the person we met up with ends up being an person i knew when iwas younger it was such an auantance
Evil Glam Kitty: yeahg
Evil Glam Kitty: wow
Ruien1: yea i know
Ruien1: where ae we gonna meet up friday nite
Evil Glam Kitty: kool
Ruien1: cause chris and court are gonna go in your car and you wil have to follow us to the bowling lane since uwont know where it is.
Ruien1: do ut hink we should meet up at the 24hr rite aid that would work.
Evil Glam Kitty: yeha
Evil Glam Kitty: or hte dennys
Evil Glam Kitty: coz spence knows where that is
Ruien1: nah dennys is outta the place
Ruien1: cause i could get jer and damien then come get chris and meet uat the rite aid and then go from tehre
Evil Glam Kitty: ok sounds good
Evil Glam Kitty: :-)
Ruien1: juss cal me wen uget to albany
Ruien1: so what are udoing tonight?
Evil Glam Kitty: i will
Evil Glam Kitty: nothing
Evil Glam Kitty: u
Ruien1: traveling home from mass lol
Evil Glam Kitty: fun fun
Ruien1: took us about hr to get here
Evil Glam Kitty: o nb
Ruien1: let me know how the test results come back
Ruien1: at least im entertained now lol
Evil Glam Kitty: yeha i will
Evil Glam Kitty: ruight away
Ruien1: while jer and jamie and mattie her kid are in the other room
Evil Glam Kitty: how old are they
Ruien1: i still cant belive tho that wen i was younger i used to hang w her she use to live in my neighborhood
Ruien1: mattie is 5
Ruien1: jer is my bf you jnow how old he is
Ruien1: and jamie i think is few years older thn me
Evil Glam Kitty: ooo wow
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Ruien1: im hungary lol
Ruien1: i am trying to figure how we are gonna find the way back lol
Evil Glam Kitty: uh oh
Evil Glam Kitty: i know nada about mass
Ruien1: i know lol
Ruien1: ummm........what made u make this sn
Evil Glam Kitty: boredom
Ruien1: court and alyssa and jer are invited to the party rite?
Evil Glam Kitty: yes
Evil Glam Kitty: of course
Ruien1: its a friday?
Evil Glam Kitty: u guys are all like y best buds
Evil Glam Kitty: yea
Ruien1: well if im workn i wiont be able to make it till after 9
Ruien1: unless if iam workn only till 2 or 3
Evil Glam Kitty: thats ok
Evil Glam Kitty: hpefully
Evil Glam Kitty: see if u can
Ruien1: i hope alyssa or sumne can
Evil Glam Kitty: yeah
Ruien1: soooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Evil Glam Kitty: o yerah
Evil Glam Kitty: wanna know the food we are having
Ruien1: food ?
Ruien1: oh for party
Ruien1: sure
Ruien1: wehn is it july?
Ruien1: i mean june
Evil Glam Kitty: no june lol
Evil Glam Kitty: yes
Ruien1: june wat
Evil Glam Kitty: luch
Evil Glam Kitty: is
Evil Glam Kitty: hot dogs or hanbugers
Evil Glam Kitty: hamburgers
Evil Glam Kitty: my mom came up with the food lol
Evil Glam Kitty: fofd inner is chicken, or ribs
Evil Glam Kitty: your choice
Evil Glam Kitty: but we need to know by the 7th
Ruien1: well i wont know if im workin till that week
Ruien1: so as far as i know ill be comin but things could change
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Ruien1: wa t date
Evil Glam Kitty: tehn jsut let k\me know asap
Evil Glam Kitty: ill give u an exception lol
Evil Glam Kitty: firday the 13 lol
Ruien1: i juss fund out one of my friends from highschool is gonna e directing a movie
Evil Glam Kitty: wow
Evil Glam Kitty: thats toocool!
Ruien1: yea i know
Ruien1: sooo
Ruien1: im starving
Ruien1: gah
Evil Glam Kitty: i wnat mcdonalds
Ruien1: i want foood
Ruien1: wat are ud oin
Ruien1: ?????
Ruien1: ????
Evil Glam Kitty: my site
Ruien1: ???????
Ruien1: ???
Evil Glam Kitty: as always
Evil Glam Kitty: ok ok
Ruien1: o im bored
Evil Glam Kitty: i get the pint tracy lol
Ruien1: lol
Ruien1: lalalala
Evil Glam Kitty: dont u have a bf to play with
Evil Glam Kitty: lol
Ruien1: lol
Ruien1: nah hes to busey 
Evil Glam Kitty: oooo
Evil Glam Kitty: i c
Evil Glam Kitty: lol
Evil Glam Kitty: yay alyssas on
Ruien1: im on the phone w her
Evil Glam Kitty: lol
Evil Glam Kitty: too funny=-O
Ruien1: lol

colajunky has selected the "The Osbournes" IMVironment.
colajunky: hey
vanillastar101: hi
vanillastar101: whats up
colajunky: i slept late this mornin
colajunky: i watched the ring lastnight
vanillastar101: nlt me
vanillastar101: i went ot bed @ 5
vanillastar101: franc called
vanillastar101: late last nite
colajunky: oh
vanillastar101: yeah hes bringing me home from the docs toamrrow
colajunky: thats cool of him
vanillastar101: yeah, what does he want???
vanillastar101: it cant be sex
colajunky: uh thats what all guys wantm but i don't know
vanillastar101: not him
vanillastar101: and u know why
colajunky: i don't know him, i can't judge
colajunky: so what then
colajunky: hello?
vanillastar101: nothing
vanillastar101: hes just being nife
vanillastar101: nice
vanillastar101: its possible
vanillastar101: but whatever
vanillastar101: ill never date him again either way
colajunky: it's ok
colajunky: my freind jose went home with a hooker lastnight
vanillastar101: lovely
colajunky: he kept buying her drinks at the bar and i kept yelling at him
colajunky: stop, stop, tun away
vanillastar101: was she dirty
colajunky: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew
colajunky: yeah, she was like 24 but looked 40
vanillastar101: ewwwwwww
vanillastar101: is right
colajunky: bad teeth, cracksmoker
vanillastar101: omg
colajunky: i nicknamed her smellycunt
vanillastar101: was he that desprete
colajunky: desperate, no, he just don't care
vanillastar101: yes desprete
colajunky: ok, she started talking to me but i was like, heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeell no. go talk to him
vanillastar101: yeah lol
vanillastar101: Brb
colajunky: ok
vanillastar101: ok
colajunky: alright
colajunky: i was here most of the night
vanillastar101: yeah
vanillastar101: so when are we gonna hang out
colajunky: i'm not sure
colajunky: soon
colajunky: my freinds want to go to the great escape friday for sure
vanillastar101: friday
vanillastar101: i dunno if i can
vanillastar101: go
vanillastar101: i mean i can if u let me bring as freind
colajunky: thats the thing the car would be packed if you went
vanillastar101: o i c how it is
vanillastar101: want me to go
vanillastar101: u dont
vanillastar101: when b4 we have been planning on going
colajunky: what ever, i did want you to go
vanillastar101: u "did"
vanillastar101: so why dont u now
colajunky: i do still
vanillastar101: u said b4 tehy even wanted to go that we would go
vanillastar101: u made the plans wiht me first
vanillastar101: no its all diff now bc
vanillastar101: im hanging with franc
vanillastar101: is that it
vanillastar101: its not liek ua re my bf or anyting
colajunky: no it's not it
vanillastar101: that could be teh other gthing
vanillastar101: tehn WHAT THE FUCK IS THE PROB
vanillastar101: SINCE U SAID WE COULD GO TOGERTHER FIRST
colajunky: who do you wan to bring?
vanillastar101: dose it matter
colajunky: yes
vanillastar101: no coz i cnat go anyways'
colajunky: alright, i'll wait till your ready to comprimise
vanillastar101: UR THE ONE WHO SIAD I COULDNT GO
colajunky: no i said you can go, but there is no room for anyone else
vanillastar101: u dididnt say taht
colajunky: besides you surprised me with that guy coming over when it was supposed to be our first date
vanillastar101: thats the thing the car would be packed if you went
vanillastar101: tahts exactly what u said
colajunky: you gotta get your shit together
vanillastar101: wht are u talking abourt
vanillastar101: ur the one whoes confused!
colajunky: listen for once and stop jumping to conclusions
vanillastar101: colajunky: thats the thing the car would be packed if you went
vanillastar101: how many times do i ahve to repost it
vanillastar101: u said it
vanillastar101: not me
colajunky: i said you can go but thats it, no one else can fit in the car were going in
vanillastar101: u said taht
vanillastar101: i cant cant go coz theier wont be anyroom
colajunky: you can go
vanillastar101: colajunky: thats the thing the car would be packed if you went
vanillastar101: colajunky: thats the thing the car would be packed if you went
vanillastar101: colajunky: thats the thing the car would be packed if you went
colajunky: it's going to be me, you, rob, his girl and nick who is driving
vanillastar101: colajunky: thats the thing the car would be packed if you went
vanillastar101: colajunky: thats the thing the car would be packed if you went
vanillastar101: colajunky: thats the thing the car would be packed if you went
vanillastar101: u get it now
colajunky: ok
colajunky: do you want to go or not
vanillastar101: u frist admit
vanillastar101: that i was ritwe
vanillastar101: right
colajunky: i;m trying to do something nice and your flippin out
vanillastar101: u coped and pasted it my self
vanillastar101: if u cant readthats not my prob
vanillastar101: u better cut down on that crack!
colajunky: i ment if you went that was the limit of people that could go
vanillastar101: well why didnt u say tath
vanillastar101: that
vanillastar101: either way
colajunky: i don't know why you even talk to me
vanillastar101: i cant do it this weekend bc im suppose to be having my freind spencer over and me him and all of us are gouint ot hte prom crowning then to rock n bowl
vanillastar101: maybe i shouldnt
vanillastar101: its like i can never get through to u
vanillastar101: and tehn on teh first date
vanillastar101: i dont even wanna go there
colajunky: alright well if you made plans for this weekend already, just do it
vanillastar101: i was planning on it
colajunky: you asked me when we were gonna hang out
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: cozx i do like u
vanillastar101: but its such a pain talking to usometimes
colajunky: i came up with something, so you tell me when were gonna hang out
vanillastar101: like last time
vanillastar101: u were talking to me
vanillastar101: and sent me this depressing pm
vanillastar101: that totally rubbed off on me
vanillastar101: that really pisses me off
vanillastar101: u know i dont have it easy right now
colajunky: i know, i just want to chill out with you i feel like were fightin for no reason too
colajunky: i try so hard to make things right, and i reach my hand out to you time and time again
vanillastar101: thats not really all that true
vanillastar101: u acting all depressed and shit
vanillastar101: dosnt not help me!
colajunky: i told you i try, i got things of my own to deal with
vanillastar101: yeah
vanillastar101: fine
vanillastar101: then i dont tell u my probs
colajunky: my mom is in the hospital
vanillastar101: andu dont tell me yours
vanillastar101: deal
vanillastar101: deal
vanillastar101: and i know
vanillastar101: but theres nothing i can do
colajunky: i know same here, i want to understand i really do
vanillastar101: well dont bother trying
colajunky: i would like to see you and not fight
colajunky: on a stinking computer
vanillastar101: im sorry i barly know what to say anymore!
colajunky: what do you mean
colajunky: for some reason we bump heads alot
vanillastar101: i did the same with my ex
vanillastar101: maybe im just no good with guys
vanillastar101: or not
vanillastar101: bc
vanillastar101: i dont have a prob with anyone else
colajunky: i'm not gonna let it get to me, so at least we have productive fights
colajunky: if i make a mistake you well at me and i don't do it again
vanillastar101: (laughs,andlaughs,andlaughs)
colajunky: simple as that
vanillastar101: they aint prductive
vanillastar101: theres no such thing
colajunky: maybe, but your still here and so am i
colajunky: i been thinking about taking you out for over a week
colajunky: i don't want a girlfreind
colajunky: i want someone who is there to listen and i can count on for answeres to stupid questions
vanillastar101: ok
colajunky: i was happy the way things first went between you and i
vanillastar101: ok
colajunky: i don't want to rush anything
colajunky: we got all confused trying to figure out what each of us want
vanillastar101: ok
colajunky: i learned more about you, but not as a person and thats whats missing
vanillastar101: ok
colajunky: i'm sorry if i get frustrated and went on a depressing rant
colajunky: i'm looking for something, just not sure what, i'm tired of being alone
vanillastar101: opk
colajunky: it's not a big problem though, i'm ok with it for i can wait
vanillastar101: well i can tell u taht u are obviously looking for a gf
vanillastar101: but u really are not gonna find taht in me
vanillastar101: ur just not the type of guy i go for
colajunky: really
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: and i told u that b4
vanillastar101: i dont liek guys who do weed
vanillastar101: thats for sure
vanillastar101: and i dont like guys who go on radom depression rants
colajunky: i thought you smoke weed and not drink
vanillastar101: i USE
vanillastar101: TO SMOKE WEED
vanillastar101: until it killed all my brain cells!
vanillastar101: and no i dont drink taht much
colajunky: fine you don't like me, then no big deal
vanillastar101: as a freind yes
colajunky: i won't change the way i am for anyone
vanillastar101: well the weed
vanillastar101: yes taht should cahnge
vanillastar101: coz tahts nota good thing
colajunky: some things are not
vanillastar101: yes
colajunky: maybe someday i will stop
vanillastar101: im nto asking to change your personailty
vanillastar101: im asking to stop the weed
vanillastar101: but
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: if ureally wanted to be with me
vanillastar101: u would
vanillastar101: i know guys who have
vanillastar101: so tehre u go
vanillastar101: u dont relaly wanan be with me ayways
colajunky: how do i know that, how do you know that
vanillastar101: bc
colajunky: if you found out who i am really, you might say different
vanillastar101: i know guys who stpped taking herionto be wiht me
vanillastar101: i dont like guys who do drugs
vanillastar101: thats too hs for me
vanillastar101: i wsa like that in high school
vanillastar101: i have gorwn up a bit
colajunky: thats ccol
vanillastar101: os from teh way it sounds
vanillastar101: theres is absoulty no chance for us
vanillastar101: so im hoping u wanan be freinds
colajunky: yeah, but there is always a chance
vanillastar101: no
colajunky: and yeah i'm your freind
vanillastar101: not
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: there is no chance
vanillastar101: tahts it
colajunky: ok then
vanillastar101: imsorry if u cant accept that
colajunky: i can so
vanillastar101: u begged me for another chance in the rain
vanillastar101: and i gave u one
vanillastar101: but so far its not going anywhere
colajunky: you never tried
vanillastar101: im waiting ot go out wiht u
vanillastar101: it was suppose to be last fri
vanillastar101: but u lied about that
vanillastar101: so its getting late
colajunky: sorry about that
colajunky: thats why iplaned for this friday
colajunky: besides you made up your mind a long time ago
vanillastar101: i need a f\drink hold on
colajunky: ok
vanillastar101: ]ok
vanillastar101: what do u mean i made up my mind
colajunky: you did
vanillastar101: about what
colajunky: about us
vanillastar101: o
vanillastar101: yes now i ahve
vanillastar101: then no
colajunky: then i know i shouldn't spend so much energy on trying so hard
vanillastar101: now yes
vanillastar101: u jsut fucked it up
colajunky: i meant is i try to hard sometimes and not pay attention to details
colajunky: there is such a things as overkill
colajunky: i know i should listen more, practice what i preach
colajunky: maybe i do smoke too much weed, but it helped to quit cigarettes
colajunky: i don't want to fail anymore
colajunky: if i do well, then i pck myself up, dust myself off
colajunky: keep trying to reach the top of the mountain
colajunky: i feel so much better
vanillastar101: ok
colajunky: see, you can show me things i never seen
vanillastar101: am i suppsoe to be happy??
colajunky: yes
colajunky: i want you to be happy
colajunky: i want you to be sure of your self, for you only know what is best for you
colajunky: i want you to get uup and dust yourself off and go
vanillastar101: well
vanillastar101: its confusing life right now
vanillastar101: me and francesco are on a scale
vanillastar101: and its about to tip!
vanillastar101: it could bea good tip
colajunky: listen to your heart and not anyone, anyone else
vanillastar101: its could bea bad tip
vanillastar101: tahts what i did
vanillastar101: and thats how i ended up hurt
colajunky: i believe we are the masters of our own destinies
colajunky: where we end up or how things end up are the results of the choices we make
colajunky: we could be rich, but were not, you know why
colajunky: we don't want it that badly, ifwe did , things would be different
colajunky: so there it is, your life is in your hands, how bad do you want it?
vanillastar101: who him?
colajunky: not
vanillastar101: im asking u
vanillastar101: are utalking about him
vanillastar101: i dont want him as a bf
colajunky: the whole picture, see the whole picture look in front of you instead of behind
colajunky: i know you been through alot with him, there has to be old feelins, but thats ok
vanillastar101: with him no
vanillastar101: it just dont really feel the same
colajunky: you were strong in making that choice of leaving him
vanillastar101: i mean yes
vanillastar101: i loeved it when he kissed me and in a second i was voulnerble
vanillastar101: but i cant let it get to me again!
colajunky: alright, thats good, so now it is time for rebuilding, think about your future
colajunky: i certainly don't want to get inthe way
vanillastar101: thats teh problem
vanillastar101: everytime i think about the future i see him
vanillastar101: no matter how hard i try
vanillastar101: thats why i dont think about him anymore
vanillastar101: or the future
colajunky: i was there too, i thought there was nothing for me, when i lost my girl
colajunky: i have a photo album full
colajunky: when we were so in love and the places we seen together
vanillastar101: i burned all my pics
vanillastar101: and whne he came over and seen my "ten year box" and i showd him our prom pics he was like ahppy and shit
vanillastar101: then iasked him what he did wiht the pics hwe had
vanillastar101: he siad he cut them up
vanillastar101: but kept some of them
vanillastar101: so the min he said tht
vanillastar101: i threw mine away in front of him
vanillastar101: and he didnt look too thrilled
colajunky: i know my ex still loves me which makes it even harder
vanillastar101: do u still love her
colajunky: i gave her a dalmation puppy, stuffed animal, she sleeps with it every night
colajunky: yeah i do, i miss her so much
vanillastar101: tehn go back out wiht her
colajunky: it can't be
colajunky: she needs to come back home
vanillastar101: o
vanillastar101: well if she loves u so much
vanillastar101: then whats stoping her
colajunky: her career
vanillastar101: tehn u move tehre
colajunky: oh i would but it wouldn't work
vanillastar101: u know
vanillastar101: if i wasi n your sistuation
colajunky: i need to better myself, like you said
vanillastar101: i would be there in 2 seconds
vanillastar101: and besides
vanillastar101: there is no wahy
vanillastar101: in hell
vanillastar101: i would date u now
vanillastar101: bc ua re on rebound
colajunky: a two year rebound?
colajunky: is there such a thing
colajunky: she never found anyone else either
vanillastar101: well
vanillastar101: u are not over her
colajunky: i want to be
vanillastar101: well ua re not
vanillastar101: so that makes me a rebound
colajunky: i have been dealing with it, the best way i know how
colajunky: all of it is in a box locked up tight
colajunky: covered in dust
vanillastar101: ok u knowwhat
vanillastar101: its better we dont talk anymore
colajunky: fine
colajunky: if you want that
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: bc u cant deal with a 2 year past
vanillastar101: and im scared to even think about u
vanillastar101: bye
colajunky: i don't understand why you would say that
vanillastar101: rebound
vanillastar101: get over her
vanillastar101: b4 u hurt someone else
colajunky: i'm not hurting anyone
colajunky: it's over it's done
vanillastar101: u will
colajunky: i won't take her back
vanillastar101: whatever
vanillastar101: i dont beleive taht
colajunky: she is 1500 miles away
vanillastar101: well crazy things happen
vanillastar101: take me and franc for example
colajunky: i don't believe in that rebound thing
colajunky: not at this point
vanillastar101: well
vanillastar101: whatever
colajunky: if i found someone who was genuine and able to make me smile
vanillastar101: im gonna go when u decied what to do about yourself then we can talk!
colajunky: i would be so happy with her i wouldn't think about her
colajunky: because someone else is right here to make me happy and i would be doin the same for them
colajunky: i'm not gonna lie and hide the truth
colajunky: i'm sure to be up front with evrything because i don't want anyone to be hurt especialy me
vanillastar101: ok why areu sayin all this
colajunky: i'm not gonna start something i can't finnish
vanillastar101: reallly
vanillastar101: i get it
vanillastar101: well thsi si something taht needs to be finished
colajunky: i just want you to understand where i'm coming from
vanillastar101: well i do
vanillastar101: but i dont
colajunky: i'm so sorry that things are the way they are, we can't change that
colajunky: all we can do is make good use of time we have
colajunky: i listen to you, i don't mind in just being you r freind
vanillastar101: well *looking at my watch* its like 2 secs
colajunky: i wish i could do more, but i'm limited in what i can do
colajunky: i'm smarter than you think, i got wisdom people seek out
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: im gonna go
vanillastar101: ur making me depressed
vanillastar101: bye
vanillastar101: again
colajunky: alright
colajunky: until next time, cheer up
vanillastar101: there is no next tiem
vanillastar101: i wish u would just get that
colajunky: seriously
vanillastar101: yes
colajunky: why don't you want to even talk to me now, thats sad
vanillastar101: OMG
vanillastar101: TOLD U WHY
vanillastar101: im going bye
vanillastar101: im bnot sayin itagain
colajunky: ...........................
vanillastar101: u gonna say goodbye or not
colajunky: no bye is ever good
vanillastar101: ok tehn i wil ljsut say it then
vanillastar101: goodbye!
colajunky: yep, take care
Yahoo! Messenger: colajunky has logged out. (6/1/03 2:10 PM)

doomsday911us: hi
vanillastar101: hi
doomsday911us: whats doin
vanillastar101: doing my webiste
vanillastar101: buti could be doing u(
doomsday911us: yeah that you could
doomsday911us: if i had the money
doomsday911us: to come and get ya
vanillastar101: i know
vanillastar101: dont make me feel bad
doomsday911us: sorry
doomsday911us: ok back to happy thoughts of sex and orgasm's
vanillastar101: no lets not go there pleassssseeeee
doomsday911us: damm yahoo
doomsday911us: im back
vanillastar101: what ahppend
vanillastar101: happend
doomsday911us: it locked up on me
vanillastar101: oo
doomsday911us: so what else is doin
vanillastar101: nothing
vanillastar101: *yawn*
doomsday911us: lol
vanillastar101: franc called last nite
doomsday911us: i thought he was having a restraining ored against you
vanillastar101: well he droped teh charges
vanillastar101: brb
doomsday911us: this is strating to get annoying
doomsday911us: starting
doomsday911us: thats twice it locked up on me
doomsday911us: well i give up thats three times
doomsday911us: ill chat with ya another time this thing is buggin me
doomsday911us: have a good one
vanillastar101: ok bye

 
sing_for_u19179: wasup?
Yahoo! Messenger: sing_for_u19179 may be offline. If so, the message will still be sent and they will see it next time they log in. (6/7/03 6:21 PM)
vanillastar101: hi asl
sing_for_u19179: 23 m albany
sing_for_u19179: u?
vanillastar101: 19 f 20 mins south of albany
sing_for_u19179: cool
vanillastar101: u have a pic
sing_for_u19179: yea
sing_for_u19179: do you have a cam ?
vanillastar101: no
sing_for_u19179: ok
sing_for_u19179: sorry
vanillastar101: sorry what
sing_for_u19179: got to go
sing_for_u19179: bye
vanillastar101: all u wanted was cyber
sing_for_u19179: noooooooooo
vanillastar101: yeha rite
vanillastar101: if i had a cam u would stay
sing_for_u19179: my mom teaches me chat with girls who have cam
vanillastar101: why
vanillastar101: omg
sing_for_u19179: ask her
vanillastar101: do u ahve a cam
sing_for_u19179: no
sing_for_u19179: mwaaaaaaaaa
vanillastar101: then wht athe fuck
sing_for_u19179:
vanillastar101: to be honest i do havwe a cam
sing_for_u19179: i knew it
vanillastar101: but it fucks up my computer
sing_for_u19179: why?
vanillastar101: coz it does
sing_for_u19179: ok
vanillastar101: but u dont have one
sing_for_u19179: are mad at me
vanillastar101: i dont evne know u
sing_for_u19179: good
sing_for_u19179: i do
vanillastar101: no u dont
vanillastar101: u just said u didnt
sing_for_u19179: ok
sing_for_u19179: as you want
sing_for_u19179: sorry
vanillastar101: wel llet me see tehn
vanillastar101: prove it
sing_for_u19179: i dont have to
vanillastar101: well
vanillastar101: ok il lput on mine if u put on yours
sing_for_u19179: ill send you my pic if you do
vanillastar101: no put on your cam
vanillastar101: how do u know ua re real
sing_for_u19179: its real
sing_for_u19179: you will know
vanillastar101: well put yourslefi n my shoes
sing_for_u19179: iim sure
sing_for_u19179: wow
vanillastar101: if i said il ljust show u a pic
vanillastar101: u would have been like
vanillastar101: noooo
vanillastar101: i need to see the cam
sing_for_u19179: ok
sing_for_u19179: i will after you do
vanillastar101: how much u wanan bet u are lying
sing_for_u19179: 1000 us dollars
sing_for_u19179: lol
vanillastar101: are u american
vanillastar101: atall
sing_for_u19179: kind of
vanillastar101: kind of?
vanillastar101: either u are
sing_for_u19179: my mom
vanillastar101: or u are not
sing_for_u19179: is american
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: and teh rest of u are???
sing_for_u19179: and dad too
vanillastar101: so why are u kinda
sing_for_u19179: im not
sing_for_u19179: us cit
vanillastar101: u said u were kinda american
sing_for_u19179: yes
vanillastar101: ok
sing_for_u19179: i did
vanillastar101: so if u are kinda
vanillastar101: tehn u are not
vanillastar101: fully
sing_for_u19179: right
sing_for_u19179: im not a usa citizen uptill now
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: then what were u b4
sing_for_u19179: what about your cam now???
vanillastar101: not til lu tell me what ua re
sing_for_u19179: israel
vanillastar101: ah
sing_for_u19179: i was born in israel
sing_for_u19179: you know
vanillastar101: well im not putting on my cam bc u are 23 ands listen to your mommy still!
sing_for_u19179: its good to lieten to my mom sometimes
sing_for_u19179: listen
vanillastar101: not when ua re 23?????
sing_for_u19179: maybe she have an advise
sing_for_u19179: you dont know my mom ok
sing_for_u19179: she is open minded
vanillastar101: ok good
vanillastar101: whatever
vanillastar101: the fact is
vanillastar101: u are 23 and listen to your mom
vanillastar101: not onnly taht
sing_for_u19179: she is 105 old but a smart one
vanillastar101: but u let her run your life
vanillastar101: whatever
sing_for_u19179: no
vanillastar101: i ainty taht stupid
sing_for_u19179: comeon
sing_for_u19179: what are you talking about
vanillastar101: im talking about how stupid u are actiung
vanillastar101: playin me for stupid
sing_for_u19179: you said before that you dont know me
sing_for_u19179: funnnnnnnnnnnnn
sing_for_u19179: comeon
sing_for_u19179: we need to laugh too
sing_for_u19179: right
vanillastar101: ALL U WANT IS TO SEE ME ON CAM SO U CAN JERK OFF
sing_for_u19179: ohhhhhhhhhhh
sing_for_u19179:
sing_for_u19179: mwaaaaa
vanillastar101: dont kisss me
vanillastar101: i dont know u
vanillastar101: u are nastty
vanillastar101: all u want is to jerk off
vanillastar101: go on admit it
sing_for_u19179: wow
sing_for_u19179: why
vanillastar101: only u know taht
sing_for_u19179: do you want to view my cam before i leave
vanillastar101: u told me u didnt have one
sing_for_u19179: sometimes some people lies
sing_for_u19179: i dont know why
vanillastar101: well i dont liek people who lie
sing_for_u19179: ok
sing_for_u19179: i dont lie
vanillastar101: u jsut lied
vanillastar101: abourt not lying
sing_for_u19179: nooooooo
sing_for_u19179: how do you know
vanillastar101: U SAID U DONT HAVE A CAM
vanillastar101: THEN U SID U DO
sing_for_u19179: ok
vanillastar101: TEHN U ADMIT U LIED ABOUTR IT
vanillastar101: TEHN U LIED ABOUT LYING
vanillastar101: SAYIN U DOT LIE
sing_for_u19179: i borrowed one
vanillastar101: WHATEVER
sing_for_u19179: okokokokko
sing_for_u19179: wow
sing_for_u19179: you are hard
vanillastar101: yea
vanillastar101: im not stupid
sing_for_u19179: are you kinda snoob
vanillastar101: is what u mean
vanillastar101: no ua re stupid
sing_for_u19179: thanx
vanillastar101: u think im gonan fal lfor everything u are sayin
sing_for_u19179: you are kind to me
sing_for_u19179: thanx a lot
sing_for_u19179: i really appreciate that
vanillastar101: good
vanillastar101: i appreciate
sing_for_u19179: you did a lot me
vanillastar101: being lied to
vanillastar101: and iappreciate talking to a stupid idioy
sing_for_u19179: ill never lie , ill never listen to my mom
vanillastar101: idiot
sing_for_u19179: thanx
sing_for_u19179: you are sweet
vanillastar101: u shouldnt lie
sing_for_u19179: ok
sing_for_u19179: thanx
vanillastar101: thats a bad thing incase u didnt know taht
vanillastar101: it is here in america
sing_for_u19179: where do you live???????????
sing_for_u19179: oh nooooooooooooo
sing_for_u19179: usa
vanillastar101: NY
vanillastar101: and proud of it!
sing_for_u19179: byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
sing_for_u19179: byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
sing_for_u19179: i cant believe it
vanillastar101: omg
vanillastar101: omg
vanillastar101: omg
vanillastar101: u are sooo stupid
sing_for_u19179: byeeeeeeeeeee
sing_for_u19179: byeeeeeeeee
vanillastar101: teh stupid person ever
sing_for_u19179: byeeeeeee
sing_for_u19179: leave me alone
vanillastar101: in the entier world
sing_for_u19179: byeeeeeeeeeeeeee
vanillastar101: whatever
vanillastar101: u are not from albany
sing_for_u19179: ahhhhhhhh nooooooooooooooo
sing_for_u19179: byeeeeeeeeee
vanillastar101: u are from india or something
sing_for_u19179: im from albany
vanillastar101: that was alllll a lie
vanillastar101: wherer in albany
vanillastar101: what street!
sing_for_u19179: shemesh in israel what do you think you are the only one who have albany
sing_for_u19179: in israel we have albany too
vanillastar101: yeha ok
sing_for_u19179: so what
vanillastar101: maybe u do
vanillastar101: but u tried to make me think u livei n albany ny
sing_for_u19179: do you know what
vanillastar101: u told me taht u are in america
vanillastar101: taht u are a american citizen
vanillastar101: wow
sing_for_u19179: my mom and dad are
vanillastar101: im putting this up on my site
vanillastar101: everyone is gonan see this
vanillastar101: and everyone is gonna laugh at u
sing_for_u19179: look
sing_for_u19179: you should know one thing
sing_for_u19179: never judge the people you dont know
sing_for_u19179: you dont know me and you called me a lot terrible things
vanillastar101: OMG
sing_for_u19179: i never said a bad word to you
vanillastar101: U ARE THE ONE WHO LIED
vanillastar101: I CAUGHT U IN A LIE
vanillastar101: AND U KNOW IM FROM ALBANY NY
vanillastar101: SO U PMED ME LYING ABOUT IT
sing_for_u19179: you called me idiot and im not you lied too
vanillastar101: YES U ARE
sing_for_u19179: you dont know me
vanillastar101: U AN IDIOT FOR THINKING I WAS GONNA FAL LFOR UR CRAP
sing_for_u19179: oh
sing_for_u19179: bullshit. i didnt think that way
sing_for_u19179: i want to have fun
sing_for_u19179: thats why im here
sing_for_u19179: i have a lot to do
vanillastar101: HAVE FUN
vanillastar101: WHAT SEX
vanillastar101: U WANNA CYBER
sing_for_u19179: im studing economics and administrtion
vanillastar101: YEHA OK
vanillastar101: THATS A LIE TO
sing_for_u19179: no cyber
vanillastar101: NOONE AS STUPID AS U WOULD
sing_for_u19179: i swear i do
vanillastar101: YEA OK
vanillastar101: DONT MATTER
vanillastar101: IWHERE DID U FIND ME
vanillastar101: ANYWAYS
sing_for_u19179: ill graduate this semester
vanillastar101: WHERE DID U FIND MY PROFILE
sing_for_u19179: i found you coz im not idiot no one could do that
vanillastar101: WHERE DID U FIND ME
sing_for_u19179: i wont tell
vanillastar101: TELL ME NOW
vanillastar101: U FOUND ME ON THE DIRECTORY I KNOW
sing_for_u19179: i want to tell you who is the idot now
vanillastar101: AND ON MY PROFILE IT SAYS THAT U ARE
vanillastar101: I AM FROM ALBANY NY
sing_for_u19179: noooooooo
vanillastar101: SO U PMED ME ON PURPOSE SAYIN U WERE
sing_for_u19179: not that way
vanillastar101: SO U CAN GET ME TO TALK TO U
sing_for_u19179: its special way to find people online
sing_for_u19179: i use it
sing_for_u19179: no one else does
vanillastar101: WHAT IS THAT A SERCH BOX
sing_for_u19179: i wont tell
sing_for_u19179: its my secret
vanillastar101: WHATEVER
sing_for_u19179: ok
vanillastar101: U ARE SUCH AN IDIOT
sing_for_u19179: listen
sing_for_u19179: im not
sing_for_u19179: dont call me that again
sing_for_u19179: ok
sing_for_u19179: you dont know me
vanillastar101: IDIOT
vanillastar101: IDIOT
vanillastar101: IDIOT
sing_for_u19179: im not
vanillastar101: IDIOT
vanillastar101: IDIOT
vanillastar101: IDIOT
sing_for_u19179: fuck asshole
vanillastar101: OOOOOO
vanillastar101: SO HARSH
sing_for_u19179: you bitch
vanillastar101: I HAVE A BF
vanillastar101: TAHT IS ALOT BETTER THAN U
sing_for_u19179: fuck you both
sing_for_u19179: ok
vanillastar101: HE AINT LIKE THAT
sing_for_u19179: you are a chet
vanillastar101: ITS "CHEAT"
sing_for_u19179: shut the fuck off
vanillastar101: U MEAN "UP"
sing_for_u19179: fuck you , you want cyber
vanillastar101: THIS IS SOOOO GOING ON MY SITE
sing_for_u19179: bitch
sing_for_u19179: asshole
vanillastar101: LOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
vanillastar101: OOOOOOOOOOOOO
vanillastar101: LIER
vanillastar101: LIER
vanillastar101: LIER
vanillastar101: LIER
vanillastar101: LIER
sing_for_u19179: you too
sing_for_u19179: you lied too
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCKL
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
sing_for_u19179: go learn english
sing_for_u19179: ok
vanillastar101: ME??????????????????????????????
sing_for_u19179: ill give you some lessons
vanillastar101: YEHA RIGHT
vanillastar101: UR FROM ISREAL
vanillastar101: U KNOPW SHIT
sing_for_u19179: yes
vanillastar101: ABOUT ENGLSIH
sing_for_u19179: i do beter than you
vanillastar101: U GOTTA GO MASTERBATE OR SOMETHING
vanillastar101: OR DID YOUR MOMMY TELL U NOT TO
vanillastar101: U CANT SPELL ITS "BETTER"
sing_for_u19179: asshole
sing_for_u19179: bitch
sing_for_u19179: you have a bf
sing_for_u19179: ofcourse he is fuckin chet
sing_for_u19179: i can smell you stinky
sing_for_u19179: byeeeeeeeee
sing_for_u19179: get the fuck out of here
sing_for_u19179: kusemek
vanillastar101: OMG
vanillastar101: ITS "CHEAT"
vanillastar101: NO U PMED ME
vanillastar101: U GET OUITTA HERE
vanillastar101: IM STAYIN RIGHT WHERE I AM
sing_for_u19179: get the fuck
vanillastar101: NO I NTO LEAVING
sing_for_u19179: from a an animal like you bf
vanillastar101: U PMED ME
sing_for_u19179: ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
vanillastar101: LIEK U KNOW
sing_for_u19179: omggggggggggg
vanillastar101: AT LEAST HE IS SMART
vanillastar101: AND HOT
sing_for_u19179: ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
vanillastar101: U ARE SUCH AN IDIOT
sing_for_u19179: yea
sing_for_u19179: yea
sing_for_u19179: yea
sing_for_u19179: yea
vanillastar101: U KNOW NOTHING
sing_for_u19179: yea
vanillastar101: U KNOW-NOTHING
sing_for_u19179: i do
sing_for_u19179: bettert han you
vanillastar101: LIKE WHAT? THAT U ARE A LIER
vanillastar101: WELL
vanillastar101: EVERYONE KNOWS THAT
vanillastar101: STUPID FUCK
sing_for_u19179: you asked mr to tell how i got you
vanillastar101: IM OUTTA HERE IM NOT WASTING MYPERSIOUS TIME ON YOU
vanillastar101: I HAVE TOO MAY BETTER THINGS TO DO!
sing_for_u19179: you want cyber bitch
sing_for_u19179: ha
vanillastar101: U DO
vanillastar101: NOT ME
vanillastar101: REMEBER
sing_for_u19179: you still searchin a fucker
sing_for_u19179: there are a lot of dogs
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
sing_for_u19179: a man cant fuck you
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
sing_for_u19179: yea
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
sing_for_u19179: yea
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
sing_for_u19179: yea
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
sing_for_u19179: yea
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
sing_for_u19179: yeaaaaaaaa
vanillastar101: YOUR GAY
sing_for_u19179: yea
sing_for_u19179: better than youanyway
vanillastar101: NO
vanillastar101: NO
vanillastar101: NO
vanillastar101: NO
vanillastar101: NO
vanillastar101: NO
vanillastar101: NO
sing_for_u19179: keep a dog fuck you
vanillastar101: WHAT
sing_for_u19179: all the time
vanillastar101: TAHT MANKES NO SENNCE
sing_for_u19179: maybe you will satisfied
vanillastar101: U NEED TO LEARN PROPER ENGLSIH
sing_for_u19179: its not my language anyway
sing_for_u19179: i hate english
vanillastar101: TEHN HOW CAN U TEACH IT TO ME
sing_for_u19179: and americans too
vanillastar101: YEAH
vanillastar101: THEN WHY DID U PM ME
sing_for_u19179: listen
sing_for_u19179: i want to go so fuck you bitch
vanillastar101: GOOOD
sing_for_u19179: byeeeeeeeeee
vanillastar101: FINALLY
sing_for_u19179: leave me alone
vanillastar101: LEAVE PLEASE
sing_for_u19179: ok
sing_for_u19179: fuck you and bye
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death_angel12043: hey
death_angel12043: r u there
vanillastar101: hi
death_angel12043: i didnt even here u get on
death_angel12043: i missed ya hehe
vanillastar101: really
death_angel12043: this first day sucks
death_angel12043: yeah
death_angel12043: im lonly now no gf
death_angel12043: and im not gonigtoo take her back
death_angel12043: wanna see if u like me
vanillastar101: o well nowo u know how i feel
death_angel12043: yup
death_angel12043: it sucks
vanillastar101: has she called or anything
death_angel12043: wanna see each other
death_angel12043: nope
death_angel12043: yesterday night she called when she got home
vanillastar101: yea
death_angel12043: but i never answered the phone
vanillastar101: o ok
death_angel12043: i havework tonight and will be goingttoo get some rest so im nottired at work
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: ur still interested in me right
vanillastar101: yes
death_angel12043: kool i would give u a ride to oalbany but no ride
vanillastar101: i know
death_angel12043: did u get the site done
vanillastar101: some songs are working and some arent
vanillastar101: i give up
death_angel12043: kool
death_angel12043: hehe
death_angel12043: say happy together
vanillastar101: lol
death_angel12043: im gonigtoo try hard too see if i can get u a ride up here so u can go too the meeting ok
vanillastar101: ok tonights nto good
death_angel12043: maybeill get a ride for u the night b4 and u can stay here and we can go together sound kool
death_angel12043: no not tongiht
death_angel12043: its not til lthe 11 th
death_angel12043: i work tonight any ways
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: so whats your last name
vanillastar101: what u mean
death_angel12043: like ur lastname whatis it if u dont mind me asking
vanillastar101: o Messina
death_angel12043: kool
death_angel12043: waht pages has music in them
death_angel12043: what
vanillastar101: i dfunno
death_angel12043: hehe
vanillastar101: tehy are all messed up
vanillastar101: its not published i have to add other htings
death_angel12043: ahh so it was a waste of time too do it all last night huh
vanillastar101: almost
death_angel12043: im sorry it didnt work
vanillastar101: me to
death_angel12043: i thikn i try too be to nice so im gonigtoo stop being so nice
vanillastar101: ok lol
death_angel12043: u know im regreting what i did
death_angel12043: just liek u did
death_angel12043: like*
vanillastar101: dumping her
death_angel12043: but all i had in my mind was u not talkingtoo me if i took her back
death_angel12043: yup
vanillastar101: jsut forget about her
vanillastar101: thats how i got over my ex
death_angel12043:
death_angel12043: i know
death_angel12043: i am
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: brb
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: ok i published my site
vanillastar101: www.vanillaskysweetness.dot.nu
vanillastar101: ill talk to u alter i need to go
vanillastar101: bye
death_angel12043: hey babe
vanillastar101: hi
vanillastar101: didu call
death_angel12043: nope why
death_angel12043: u said u were leaveing
vanillastar101: my dad said someone called
death_angel12043: im not a bug
death_angel12043: oh
death_angel12043: i swear it wasent me
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: so r u getting to albany
vanillastar101: no
vanillastar101: so far no
death_angel12043: im sorry
death_angel12043: well wanan chat
death_angel12043: wanna *
death_angel12043: how long u been single
vanillastar101: we nca but ill br doing something else
vanillastar101: a little ove a month
death_angel12043: oh ok
death_angel12043: wow
death_angel12043: im sorry
death_angel12043: im getting over it
death_angel12043: im over it now
vanillastar101: yeah
death_angel12043: u like my away messege
vanillastar101: awww tahts sweet
death_angel12043: yup
death_angel12043: anything for you
vanillastar101: awwwww'
death_angel12043: hehe
death_angel12043: stupid alicia stil lthinks were together
death_angel12043: lie shes not likeing the away messege
death_angel12043: and wanting me too give her ur name
death_angel12043: so she can talk too u
death_angel12043: do u want too talk to oher
vanillastar101: ok il ltlak to gher
death_angel12043: really
vanillastar101: il ltalk to her
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: and wil ltell her i was in the same sitution
death_angel12043: ilovejoshlegg_4ever
death_angel12043: well tell her some things ok
vanillastar101: tbhis yahoo???
death_angel12043: she thinks were all ready together
vanillastar101: ok il ltell her we are just freinds
vanillastar101: and we are jsut gonna see whathappens
death_angel12043: u talking too her
vanillastar101: im will in a sec
death_angel12043: what r u sayingto her
vanillastar101: so far she asked me who i am
death_angel12043: hehe
death_angel12043: say ur joshes gf hehe that wil lget her going
death_angel12043: no im jk
death_angel12043: say whatever u want too say
death_angel12043: alicia: then change that name please
death_angel12043: hehe
death_angel12043: she dontl iek my away messege one bit
death_angel12043: u there
vanillastar101: yeah
death_angel12043: what r u two saying now
vanillastar101: she wnats to know why u did this to her
death_angel12043: bc im tired of her not trusting me and im tired of her snoopying she knows
death_angel12043: fuck it
death_angel12043: tell her bc i found a new girl
death_angel12043: fucking shit
death_angel12043: i swear
death_angel12043: i went though 5 hrs ofthis she knows
death_angel12043: freaking ppl
vanillastar101: u love me as a freind
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: u wont be my friend if i dont dump her
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: i want u as a roomate and a friend
vanillastar101: im jsut sayin taht to make her feel better!
death_angel12043: and i fallin for u
death_angel12043: ok
death_angel12043: alicia: i love you josh
alicia: please take me back
alicia: i'll stop snooping
alicia: i'll stop being jealous
alicia: just take me back please
death_angel12043: hunny just give me soem tiem ok plz
death_angel12043: i cant handle it ok
alicia: just say it and i''ll stop
death_angel12043: im gongitoo bed soon
alicia: i cant handle this josh
death_angel12043: did u gothough this
vanillastar101: yeah
death_angel12043: i feal liek im a dirt ball asshole
vanillastar101: hold on
death_angel12043: is that how im supposed too fela
vanillastar101: shes showing me a pic of u
death_angel12043: never broke up with a girl b4
death_angel12043: she is
death_angel12043: hehe its old
death_angel12043: and its kinda a ugly pic
death_angel12043: u will think im ugly
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: or not ur type probally
death_angel12043: wel lwhat u think
death_angel12043: hehe the pic she was showing u im the one without a hat on ok
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: well what u think
vanillastar101: i think u dont like my type
death_angel12043: i kinda wanted us too meet so u can get to onkow me
death_angel12043: i dont lie kur type
death_angel12043: i lie all types
death_angel12043: like*
vanillastar101: look, it seems she really likes you
vanillastar101: and she seems to want you back
death_angel12043: i cant not believe this
death_angel12043: no im single i did it all last nigght
death_angel12043: dont go saying to otake her bnack ok
vanillastar101: i feel so bad co i was in teh same exact sitution
death_angel12043: well if u think im ugly jsut tell me
death_angel12043: u know i wanted us to meet so u can hang out with me and get to oknow me
death_angel12043: not some freaking pic
death_angel12043: yeah shes good weitgh the guilt trip i told u
death_angel12043: i dumped her for a reason ok
death_angel12043: one is her bullshit
death_angel12043: other one was for u i was tired of her shit and u were tired of being lonly so i chosed too be with someone else i chosed u cus u seemed more liek my type of girl
death_angel12043: you there
vanillastar101: yes
death_angel12043: did u read all i sent u
vanillastar101: yes
death_angel12043: well what do u think
death_angel12043: well u stil lwanna chat
death_angel12043: this is why ididnt want u too talk to her
death_angel12043: cus shes good with the guilt trip
death_angel12043: makes everyone guilty
vanillastar101: hold on a sec
death_angel12043: ok
death_angel12043: just dont talk to oher nomore im ignoreing her shes messing my life up
death_angel12043: dont tel her ntohing im saying to you
death_angel12043: nothing*
death_angel12043:
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043:
 
 
 
ok so what u say to oher
death_angel12043: sry i was palying around
death_angel12043: playing*
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: she really wantsto be wiht u
vanillastar101: weather u like it or not
death_angel12043: well
vanillastar101: shes not gonan stop
death_angel12043: oh well i gues shuh
death_angel12043: im though with her i want to obe with other ppl
death_angel12043: liek u
vanillastar101: but shes crazy for u
death_angel12043: im not ur type of guy
death_angel12043: w/e
vanillastar101: thats not what shes sayin
death_angel12043: no thats what u said
death_angel12043: its ok
death_angel12043: i dont care nomoer
death_angel12043: fuck it
death_angel12043: want to osee an asshole then fine
vanillastar101: why dont u just give her anyother cahnce
death_angel12043: cus i have
vanillastar101: u need to chill
death_angel12043: put up weith it for over a yr
death_angel12043: why r u trying so much to oget me too go with her huh
vanillastar101: bc i didnt know she needed u so much
death_angel12043: ok u said u wouldnt talktoo me if i didnt go though withit and take her back
death_angel12043: and now ur like take her back
death_angel12043: im sorry i mustve missed something alongthe way
death_angel12043: sry im not mad at u
death_angel12043: im jsut a lil hrut and confused
death_angel12043: but not madat u ok
death_angel12043: sry
death_angel12043: why dont u like me
death_angel12043: hey u on
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: im sorry
death_angel12043: i got upset
death_angel12043: will u forgive me
death_angel12043: u didnt do ntohing and i took it on u
death_angel12043: and im sorry
death_angel12043: will u be my friend no mattter what i do
death_angel12043: do u still wanna be roomates
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: to all
death_angel12043: u swear too the goddess
vanillastar101: yes i do
vanillastar101: wiht all my hearty
death_angel12043: ok
vanillastar101: heart
death_angel12043: ok
vanillastar101: jsdut please give her a chance
death_angel12043: ok
vanillastar101: u gonna give her a chance
death_angel12043: yes
vanillastar101: ok
death_angel12043: i cant fight and win aganst wo females hehe
death_angel12043's status is now "Available" (6/4/03 3:31 PM)
death_angel12043: two*
death_angel12043: hehe she loves u hehe
death_angel12043: alicia: thanks to her
alicia: i love her
death_angel12043: whoa my gf is bi u know hehe
vanillastar101: really
death_angel12043: yeah
vanillastar101: ok now, promise me u will give her a chance and not fuck things uo, she really wants to be wiht u!
death_angel12043: i dont fuck thingsd up
death_angel12043: u still being my roomate
vanillastar101: yes
vanillastar101: i am
vanillastar101: but i g2g
death_angel12043: ok
vanillastar101: im going to get ready to go to the city
vanillastar101: ill ttyl
death_angel12043: well ill talk too u later ok
vanillastar101: ok bye
death_angel12043: oh u r goinghuh
death_angel12043: koolies
death_angel12043: u loking for apartments
vanillastar101: i will when im down tehre
death_angel12043: ok kool
vanillastar101: ok
vanillastar101: bye bye!
death_angel12043: bye bye
death_angel12043: thanks for beingmy freiend still
death_angel12043: sorry ur gonigto be alne
death_angel12043: maybe u can go with both of us
death_angel12043: it can be a big fun fest
death_angel12043:
vanillastar101: ha i got freinds i wont be alone
death_angel12043: shes bi i saw u were bi
death_angel12043: hehe

Evil Glam Kitty: sooo owhat happend
Jhayden760: well I made a fake screename, and sent a fake link, a fake junk mail,and she deleted it. when you use AOL, and send mail to another AOL member you can check to see if they have read your mail, she never read the mail I sent her on this screename, but delted the one on the fake name, meaning she has been online
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Jhayden760: then I made another new screename and sent her a message she did read that one, but still has not read the mail on my Jhayden760 name
Jhayden760: and has nt replied
Jhayden760: so I was blown off
Evil Glam Kitty: yeha pretty mcuh
Jhayden760: oh well
Evil Glam Kitty: yeah
Jhayden760: so whats new your way?
Evil Glam Kitty: me nad my ex have been talking
Jhayden760: good or bad?
Evil Glam Kitty: both
Jhayden760: I think you two should stay away from each other, to be honest with ya
Evil Glam Kitty: why
Jhayden760: from what I have heard it doesnt sound like you two are meant for each other
Evil Glam Kitty: i dunno
Jhayden760: well for your skae I hope you do what is right for you
Evil Glam Kitty: well i mean
Evil Glam Kitty: we are jsut freinds
Evil Glam Kitty: thatz orib as far as it will ever go
Evil Glam Kitty: i wanna b his freind
Evil Glam Kitty: he odnt have many
Jhayden760: thats cool
Jhayden760: I will help you find a great man
Evil Glam Kitty: ok u will??
Evil Glam Kitty: ill fix u up wioth soeone
Jhayden760: I will try
Evil Glam Kitty: if u fix me upw ith someone
Jhayden760: ok
Jhayden760: sounds good
Jhayden760: what if I wanna fix you up with me?
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Evil Glam Kitty: saounds good
Evil Glam Kitty: but
Evil Glam Kitty: i thought u didnt like the distance
Jhayden760: you dont want me
Jhayden760: trust me
Evil Glam Kitty: why
Jhayden760: I am broke as hell right now, and have a crap job
Jhayden760: lost ya there huh?
Evil Glam Kitty: no im sorry
Jhayden760: ok
Evil Glam Kitty: i mean there is no point in us going out if u are not gonna put the effort into it
Jhayden760: ouch
Evil Glam Kitty: i am willing
Evil Glam Kitty: but it seems distance is a prob
Jhayden760: you really wanna try to be with me?
Evil Glam Kitty: yes
Jhayden760: you havent even met me yet?
Evil Glam Kitty: i know
Jhayden760 signed off at 6:46:27 PM.
Jhayden760 signed on at 6:48:10 PM.
Jhayden760: ggot booted
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Jhayden760: when are you gonna be in Albany again?
Evil Glam Kitty: toamrrow
Evil Glam Kitty: but i wil lbe with my ex
Jhayden760: ok
Jhayden760: I am on your webpage
Evil Glam Kitty: reslly
Jhayden760: why is the link for the mini skirt, and halter top there
Evil Glam Kitty: yea
Jhayden760: all star shirt pics, and minis dress links are there
Evil Glam Kitty: yea
Jhayden760: no halter top pics or mini skirt pics though
Evil Glam Kitty: yeha everyting is linked
Jhayden760: https://rubyjewelgothkitty.tripod.com/aprileesofficialsite/id3.html
Evil Glam Kitty: o ill fix it whe i get hte chance
Jhayden760: whats the id number for those pics?
Evil Glam Kitty: i dont kow
Jhayden760: oh ok
Jhayden760: id41
Jhayden760: I finded it
Jhayden760: damn girl you are hot. I should hook up with you
Evil Glam Kitty: yeha
Jhayden760: yes
Jhayden760: we need to go bowling some time
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Jhayden760: do you ever get together with friends and go bowling down here
Evil Glam Kitty: no
Evil Glam Kitty: noone wants to come down here
Evil Glam Kitty: so i mean if u ever did wanan go out
Evil Glam Kitty: chances are u would have to come here
Jhayden760: well I may have to do that then
Jhayden760: I am taking the summer off of work
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Evil Glam Kitty: well that wouldnt work if ur not gonna have any money
Jhayden760: I am gonna be on unemployment
Jhayden760: the job I have is a schoolyear job
Jhayden760: I could work the summer
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Jhayden760: but I need the time to get my stuff together so I can go back to college
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Jhayden760: I wont have as much money as I have now, but i will have enough to go out on weekends, and pay my bills
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Jhayden760: you are very quiet
Evil Glam Kitty: im busy
Jhayden760: I am reading your page on your ims, and pms, they are ummm very interesting
Evil Glam Kitty: lol
Jhayden760: one guy, wants you badly, and wont take no as an answer
Jhayden760: and you and the other have this strange sex bond
Jhayden760: LOL
Evil Glam Kitty: tahnks for summing up my life
Evil Glam Kitty: im putting this one up there
Evil Glam Kitty: everyone needs to see that
Jhayden760: the see what I wrote?
Evil Glam Kitty: yeah
Evil Glam Kitty: its funny!
Jhayden760: what is it that I have written that other people need to see?
Evil Glam Kitty: the thing about hte other pms
Evil Glam Kitty: brb
Jhayden760: oh my careful observations?
Evil Glam Kitty: yea
Jhayden760: feel free to put it up
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Jhayden760: whatever you feel will make your page more entertaining
Evil Glam Kitty: well thjs will lol
Jhayden760: how far away is the second guy on your list of im's?
Evil Glam Kitty: scehndity
Evil Glam Kitty: and ones in troy
Jhayden760: you like guys from Troy huh?
Evil Glam Kitty: well anyone ion the area
Jhayden760: why do you like guys in this area, when you are from the Catskills?
Evil Glam Kitty: i dont know
Evil Glam Kitty: whereeve
Evil Glam Kitty: r
Evil Glam Kitty: what are u doing
Jhayden760: looking up stuff, for college
Evil Glam Kitty: ooo cool
Jhayden760: it is a pain in the ass, that is why I am going to need the summer to get all in order
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Evil Glam Kitty: make sense
Jhayden760: do you have a license?
Evil Glam Kitty: no
Evil Glam Kitty: im a loser
Jhayden760: do you know how to drive?
Evil Glam Kitty: kinda
Evil Glam Kitty: i can
Jhayden760: I'll teach ya
Evil Glam Kitty: ok
Jhayden760: did you get your webcam up yet?
Evil Glam Kitty: it aint gonna work for aol
Jhayden760: I have a yahoo name
Evil Glam Kitty: yeha but i jsut dont feel like setting it up
Jhayden760: darn you. I wanna see you
Evil Glam Kitty: sorry
Evil Glam Kitty: tehn come over
Jhayden760: it'll take me like an hour to get there
Evil Glam Kitty: no more like 45 misn
Jhayden760: thats why I asked if you had a license. I figured someday we could meet somewhere
Evil Glam Kitty: well im sorry
Jhayden760: no prob
Jhayden760: what ya doing now?
Evil Glam Kitty: my site stilly site still
Jhayden760: cool

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